Instant, please...

Sorry for the lack of posting. While I could use the excuse that I'm busy with school, I'm really not. Sure I'm busy, but I'm way ahead in my homework in all my classes, so truly I can't be honest and say that's what it is. But I've been pondering through a lot of stuff lately. And praise God that I've got some great new friends here who know exactly what it is I need. I am just so thankful for them and their words of encouragement and grace and hope in my life. I have some deep seeded issues that really need to be rooted out and dealt with, in a practical level, and I've ignored them for so long that it's hard. Well you might be thinking "What the heck does ramen have to do with spiritual change and the process of spiritual change?". Well, I'll tell you. I like instant stuff. If you have ever seen me on a computer, you would know that I do not like to wait. I like things fast, I like things instantly. I get impatient in the drive-thru at McDonalds. Sometimes I feel like yelling at the microwave. So because I've grown up with an "I want it now" mentality, I have a hard time when faced with issues that are deep seeded. I so easily forget that it is a process that takes time. There is no easy button for "Victorious Christian Living" as my school puts it. Just time and the grace of God. And for a girl who moves way faster than the ordinary person, that's rough. It's a process. Assudëi, Sarah